Iâ€™ve worked in theater in some form or another since high school. I have had a bad habit throughout my life in theater of being the type who says (or at least thinks) â€œI donâ€™t want to go watch theater, I see so much of it from backstage, from the booth, I see it in rehearsals all day longâ€¦â€ So, I donâ€™t sit in the audience much.
Now, because of the illness that blindsided me over a year ago, I really feel like a spectator sitting in the audience watching the future of green, eco-responsible theater rushing by in flashes. Itâ€™s difficult to do. So much has happened in the last few months, and ecoTheater has missed it. People close to me will roll their eyes when they find that as I write this lament I am sitting in a hospital room in Indianapolis waiting for my second and final round of high dose chemotherapy to commence. â€œWho cares about green theater?â€ they will ask.
I wonâ€™t lie â€” it isnâ€™t that difficult to realize that Iâ€™ve missed out on reporting on the big Broadway initiative, supported as it is by the mayor of New York City, or the up and coming Center for Sustainable Practice in the Arts (CSPA) (founded and driven by Ian Garrett, a regularly mentioned activist on ecoTheater), or the fast approaching Earth Matters on Stage (EMOS) at the University of Oregon, or, or, orâ€¦
I mean, itâ€™s easy enough to see that there are bigger things to consider in my life right now. But, what can I say? For once, I hate being just a spectator. Itâ€™s like sitting through hours of rehearsal, not saying a word to anyone, and not participating in any way in the production.
For now, I have taken a leave of absence from my job with CTM and have done very little â€œworkâ€ of any kind in the last month or so. The only project I have spent time on is The Cancer Stories Project, hopefully the first stage work for the still-being-founded Wisconsin Story Project (WSP), which I hope to be a new model of theater that will take bits and pieces from many idea-makers, heading towards not just ecologically sound theater production, but also aiming to be a model of theater that solves for pattern (or here).
Who knows? Perhaps one day ecoTheater will simply morph into a blog tracking the progress of WSP, and how weâ€™re doing our best to stay green, while tackling other issues that plague todayâ€™s so-called regional theater.
But no matter what Iâ€™ll be back here writing soon. So, donâ€™t forget about meâ€¦